Wednesday 27 August 2008

~ R.A.I.N ~



~~..it's raining..outside and inside my heart..again..i don't know why,but everytime it's raining during the evening or night..i will feel a bit melancholy..i don't even know if i love or despise the rain..but i think i love it..when it rains,i will be blue..everything that makes me sad will pop up in my mind..the only way i can have fun is by taking a cold shower..then i can feel like i am under the rain..dancing and singing..maybe i will feel that everytime it's raining..the sky is sad..kinda childish,right??..for a 16 years old guy to be thinking like that..but that is what i feel..

~~..today,i'm a bit sad and/or kecil hati with a teacher..i don't know why..these few days..i feel like she is telling me something..she is telling me that i should change my personality and/or my attitude or something..she kept telling me how i failed..in being in charge..and in being my friend's friend..she encouraged others..and maybe even me..but she is making me feel that i am such a failure..i don't know..i just don't know..i don't get it..maybe i am being too sensitive or i think too much..but this is what i feel..i feel that i am such a failure..she once said,she's impressed by how strong i am,not to be affected by others during a public presentation or something..but deep down..i,myself know how scared and nervous i am in front of the public..the inner me tremble with fear..i am not what others see me as..i'm different from me..way too much difference from the guy you see everyday..i may laugh and am gay everyday like a clown..but deep inside..i'm not that strong..when i am being teased in class..i just smile and laugh..but words that really hurt,will never stop hurting..i don't know why..i'm just not good in expressing my true feelings..maybe that's the reason i may be a failure..but i still..just don't understand almost everything..

~"..i like to be under the rain..then no one can see my tears.."~

Tuesday 26 August 2008

~ kiRei Na mAngEtSu ~



~~..school has started..again~!!..after a week of late nights anime watching and waking up at noon,it just have to come to an end,huh??..it's ok,i'll have my revenge this raya..haiz..i have a mild cold now..because of that i'm absent yesterday..how unlucky for me yesterday a bunch of teachers didn't enter the class,so my classmates ended up copying homeworks relaxingly..while i have to rush things up..luckily i'm on the good side of the teachers..i think..hahaha~!!..

~~..today i am quite miserable at first..yesterday i was really sick,right??..so i ate a few medicines and slept at 1400 and woke up at 1800..and guess what,i can't get a wink last night..i ended up listening to my ipod all night while daydreaming(or is it nightdreaming??..or just dreaming??)..i woke up at 0600 and went to school..i think today was fun..english(always fun),chemistry(although we're off at a bad start,but the experiment was super fun~~..identifying unknown salt..we all feel like a forensic team..)..yenyen was super duper hyper excited about it..well,chemistry is his wife,though~~..hahaah!!!..

~~..during BM class,Pn Hasbi was talking about the leader of the pack of dogs next year..she was in favour of Naj..hahaha..she said Zafirah is too hyper(is it?)..i am too baik(i dun get it)..and Aidil is too shy..ahahha~~!!!...i don't care who leads next year..as long as not that "T"..but his chance is like 1 in a 12 trillion gajillion batallion pun..so i can only laugh at his patheticness..hahah~!!..really pity that guy *snicker*..

~~..then during agama/moral,both teachers didn't enter,so everyone was busy doing work..yenyen taught me something about chemistry..then suddenly he said "it's ok,you will learn it during form 5"..yerk~~!!!..yenyen loves chemistry so damn much he already know what r we gonna learn in form 5..haiz..can't believe i'm in the same class with this smart guy..feel kinda stupid la pulak..hahah~~!!!...yenyen~~!!!...i sokong your relationship with your wife,chemistry~~!!!..then about 30 mins before the last bell rang,my headache comes for a visit(i know this is coming because i didn't sleep last night)..i felt like wanna faint u know..i go home and eat panadol and sleep..from 1400 to 1700..i hope i can sleep tonight..huhuhu...

~~..ya,the reason i upload the picture of the moon and the stars was because i am currently listening to the song,Tsuki Hitotsu(One Moon) by See-Saw..the song is really mellow with a bit melancholy..i listen to this song all night yesterday due to my insomnia..haahha~~!!!..i love the night..when i was at the prefect's camp early this year..i accidentally woke up at 0500 in the morning..the camp was at a forest reserve area..so we're in a jungle basically..with nothing to do,i went outside of my tent and sit..suddenly when i look up,i notice thousand of stars around a big round moon..i was mesmerised and can't believe my eyes..that was a sight impossible for us to see in the city..with the light pollution and all..even during the night jungle walk,i can see the stars shimmering bright above me in the jungle..and because of the sight,i didn't feel scared at all..despite being in a huge forest..i don't know why,but i really didn't feet scared..i felt calm and cool when i saw the stars..i really love the moon and stars~~!!!...nowadays i always think of that particular sight..i wanna see it again.

~~..my house is near a forest reserve area too,with hills surrounding it..the stars are visible here..but it can't compare with the sight in the forest itself..but the view around my house in the morning or after the rain is mesmerising~~!!..there's mist everywhere~~!!..well,that's all..i hav to go now..toodles~~!!

Saturday 23 August 2008

~..bLuE sKy aFtEr tHe rAiN..~

p/s-there's another post before this..do read~~

this post is just for fun..the blue sky after the rain in my neighbourhood is so cooling~~...all these pictures are taken at my house's balcony~~..the hills are singing~~!!..hahaha~~..>.<





~..sTaRdUsT iN mY eYeS..~



~~hey,hey~~..it's been a damn while since i blog..i myself don't even know where to start..hmm...the white dragon in the picture above is called Stardust Dragon..this guy is old news..i just feel like posting the picture here,on my blog~~..this guy is among my favourite cards..cool effects..and nice graphics plus name..i always like the star~~..hahaha~~..TDGS-JP040 Stardust Dragon..

~~now..back to my life..nothing much happened these few days..kinda boring..last saturday i went to Cameron Highland with the English Society..damn fun and tiring..then on Sunday i went for the Additional Mathematics Seminar in Nirwana College..the first 2 hours was good..then during the last 2 hours..it became so damn boring because our master,Mr.Umaas is not available..he was replaced by his brother,Mr.Kiru..damn la..i want Mr.Umaas la~~!!!..i ended up playing my PSP during his lecture..then no taxi wants to go to my house area~~!!..i have to pay 25 bucks to get home..arrghh~~!!!..i wanna drive~~!!!..i want my Caldina~~!!!..on Tuesday i went to my 2nd home,Sg.Wang because dad want to buy mom a new handphone..sheesh..nokia is lame la..LONG LIVE SONY ERICSSON~~!!!..currently waiting for the all-powerful Sony Ericsson C905..8.1mp,i tell u~~!!..yesterday(Friday) i went for tuition..nothing much happens..except most of the guys want to go to Pudu branch next year..i still dunno if i should..hmm~~..see first la..i was suppose to go to Sg.Wang today..but felt super-lazy..it's ok..i'm going there tomorrow after Physics class..

~~i still haven't completed any of my teacher's angpau(homework)..recently,a new friend of mine,Amelia asked me..how did i find being in science stream..for me,being in sc stream is cool..but really stressful..and eventhough a lot of my classmates always complain about the teachers..come to think of it..we got the best teachers for almost all subjects..if we compare our class,4sc1 with other classes..we are considered lucky~~.."science stream opens more doors in the future"..this is what a bro told me last year..i asked Yahoo!Answers about should i stay in Science stream or should i change..that is wat he told me and i firmly believe in it..but then..being in 4sc1 this year is very very very stressful..too much pressure..i always have the feelings that i may be the dum-dum of that class..yerkk~~!!!...why all of you so smart~~!!!..i've only tasted A1 for English and English for Science and Technology~~!!!!...the other subjects??..DIE LA~~!!!!..

~~i love my class..i love 4sc1 and all of its contents..all of my friends are friendly and there are so many variety of people in it..got weird gal,shy gal,loud gal,giggly gal,scout guy,playboy(?),nerd guy,chemistry guy,clown guy,hamsap-minded guy who labels his topics as "knowledge for the future",funny teacher,smile always teacher,always period teacher(?)..therefore,i never wanted to leave this fun class..but i heard next year there's going to be class streaming..DAMN~~..have to study..i think that's all this time..i hope this monday won't be such a drag..i hate monday blues..especially the monday after a long period of holidays..that monday is always the bluest of all monday blues..toodles~~..

*sorry,sorry~~...to Jeff and Elie,if you want to see the Cameron pictures,please go to this link..

http://www.friendster.com/viewphotos.php?uid=27776265&a=294011756

Thursday 14 August 2008

~ aSh LikE sNoW ~




~..aSh LiKe sNoW..~
{gUnDaM 00 2nD oPeNinG THeMe}
bY tHe bRiLLiAnT gReEn

空 赤く染める 黒檀の闇
呑み込まれた 星屑たち
儚く降り積もる 灰の雪

見つめた嘆きの窓
I never dreamed
凍りつく
there.. I come for you

想いは寂寞の夜空に
舞い上がり 砕けた
この世界が形を変えるたびに
守りたいものを
壊してしまっていたんだ

心にひしめく背徳の闇
君の声が 麻酔のように
冷たく 感覚を奪ってく

矛盾を追いかけても
終わらない
なぜ僕は戦うの?

例えば 光が消え失せて
この地球(ほし)が堕ちても
忘れないよ
その小さな願いが
在るべき場所へと導く

there I come for you yeah
Ash Like Snow is falling down
from your sky
Ash Like Snow
Ash Like Snow
Ash Like Snow
Let me hear...
why I have to fight

この想いは 寂寞の夜空に
舞い上がり 砕けた
闇を拓く栄光と引き換えに
守るべきものを失ってきた
(It's falling from your sky)
虚しすぎる
(Baby I come for you)

砕け散った 欠片に傷つくたび
閉ざされた僕の心を
強くなる事を選んで
ここまで来たんだ

(eNgLiSh tRaNSLatIon)

The sky is dyed red by the ebony darkness,
And the distant stardust swallowed up,
In this transient moment as the snowing ashes fall.

I watched it through the window of grief.
I never dreamed
I stand frozen.
there… I come for you.

My hopes were alone in the desolate night sky,
They soared high until they were crushed.
Each time the world changes shape,
The things I want to protect,
I end up breaking them.

Oh, the sinful darkness tugging at my heartstrings,
Your voice is like anaesthesia,
Coldly, it robs me of my senses.

No matter how we pursue our differences,
It never ends.
Why do I have to fight?

Even if the light is extinguished,
Even if this earth disintegrates,
I won’t ever forget:
That tiny wish,
It will guide us to our ideal place.

there I come for you yeah
Ash Like Snow
is falling down from your sky
Ash Like Snow
Let me hear…
why I have to fight?

My hopes were alone in the desolate night sky,
They soared high until they were crushed.
In exchange for glory that triumphs over darkness,
I have given up many things I sought to protect.
(It’s falling from your sky)
This is too futile.
(Baby I come for you)

Every time the scattered broken pieces cut me,
Deep down in my closed heart,
I choose to grow stronger.
And I came this far.

Tuesday 12 August 2008

~ BaNE ~

~~..nowadays..nothing much happens..confusion engulfed me once again..a backstabbing bastard once destroyed..now reincarnated in the worst form..a form that i hate the most..in the form of an ally..an ally waiting to be exterminate by me..i shall not give in to hating when i'm hated..to be hated by a childishly immature guy..is such a bore..to be accused childishly with strange facts..was so amusing..laughters fill my air when i heard anything of him..when i think i am alone facing this baby..i learned that i was wrong..allies of the same goal..allies of the same problem..allies that has once been killed by the same monster..now they all rise with me..waiting to strike..waiting to exterminate him..someone who sought power by spreading false words about ones with power to the little kids who can't still think wisely..someone who was given power and chose to kill his comrades..i shall annihilate..annihilate them..annihilate all of them..annihilate him!!!

~~..for someone like him can't bears power..power corrupts him too fast..now he sought power..he tried to gain power by the stupidest way..power is trust..to have power is to be trusted..for him to be a bane in my life was a mistake..yes,i do have power..but unknown to him..my power is not entirely mine..my power was entrusted by the people who trust me..by my friends..i shall not be corrupted..when i am about to be..my friends are always there for me..it is of no wonder why you are always alone..in your class..everywhere in the school..you are alone..whereas i am not..i pity you..the ones you tought as your friends too..are actually mine..what you said anything about me or try to do something to me..is also known by me..realize now..that you are alone..that no one is by your side..because you never care for anyone but yourself..you killed your trusted friends..and i took them under my wings..together with them..i shall make you suffer..in the most elegant and beautiful way..heeds me,as i do not hate you..as long as the source of my power is my friends..no one can come close..ecpecially you.."T"!!!!

~~..no one trust you in that school..you may not know..but believe me..it's true..for you are someone who can't be trusted..it's funny you know..when i tought i'm the only one you tried to ruin..but when i have a chat with everyone..it seems you tried to ruin everyone with power in that school..why you sought power too much??..you can't seek power..bt power is what will seek you.."T",power will never be yours..this,i swear.."T",you have been a bane more than enough..you tried to ruin my life in Form 3..you failed and apologize..i have given you a second chance..this year..you gain a little power..and you hunger for more..but yet..you are still the same..you are garbage to me..now..you plan to ruin my Form 5 life??..my life for next year??..believe me..you will not succeed..not only in ruining me..but in everything you tried to do..i have my friends..and you have nothing..it's amusing..as you too,are once my friends..what can you do alone??..you can just cry..like you always do..i really thought you have changed,though....but i guess i failed too see how pathetic you are...LITTLE MAGGOT.

Saturday 9 August 2008

~ StRikE fOr fReEdOm !!! ~

~~~while typing this blog,i am currently listening to "My Beautifully Elegant Flower of Evil" (わが臈たし悪の華, Waga Routashi Aku no Hana) by Ali Project..the 2nd ending theme of Code Geass-Lelouch of The Rebellion R2(Kodo Giasu-Hangyaku no Rurushu R2)..i've been watching only until episode 16..episode 17 was aired in japan last week i think...so have to wait la..i really like it..but can't understand why mei hui hates it gila2..it's cool you know..especially the character C.C.but now C.C has lost her memory due to the Emperor's doing..mei hui said CG copied Gundam Seed..but i've watched both..and still can't understand what does she meant..really wanna know what happens next in R2..

~~~yesterday i went to Sungei Wang..it's been 2 weeks since i've went there(for me it's a damn long period!!)..and everything went smoothly..i arrived at 1040 and most of the shop is still close..so i went to Gamers Arena and duel my old friend there..he's getting better..way better..i have to be better too..after Aidil arrive,we went to SunComic..and i bought Kara no Kyoukai 1-3..mei hui said it's hard to understand..the guy at the store also said like that..i also bought Gundam 00..>.<..and Budak Getah(One Piece) #49..haha~..the translation's funny,right??..

~~~At Gamers Arena i also bought something that i've aimed for weeks~~..ZGMF-X20A STRIKE FREEDOM GUNDAM LIGHTNING EDITION SCALE 1/60!!!!!!..yay!!!!..cost me and arm and leg though..the box is really damn big~~!!!..i walked around Sungei Wang like crazy guy je..so big~~!!!..i even went to eat Wrapz with it..but it's worth it~!!..Ah Ken told me don't do this Gundam hastily..he said do it slowly..this one is very big scale one..if break then finish la..he also said it may take months to finished assembling this baby..waa~~..months worr~~..this one is a special one because it has LED's to be installed(by me la..) at certain parts to make it light up~~!!..must be really cool when it's finished~~!!!..and the box's so damn cun~~!!..after i'm finished with this baby i'm gonna buy a Force Impulse Gundam Master Grade Scale 1/100~~...at 1730 i went with Nicholas,Yusof and Aidil to mcd..but malas wanna eat la..pokai already..hahaha~~..

~~~ya,jeff was also at Bukit Bintang yesterday..he went to Low Yatt and TS with his crazy family..never visit me pun..cheh...dah la watched movie yang i've watched "decades" ago~~..hehehe~~..then for today..i'm gonna rest myself!!!..watch anime!!!..yay!!!!..i'll finish my module tonight!!!..cool!!..i'm gonna "Strike for My Freedom"!!!!!yay!!!love you all!!

the cover of the box..so damn cun,rite??


the pieces needed to be assemble..so damn many~~!!!

Friday 8 August 2008

~ fRaGmEnTs oF TiMe (pHoToS) ~

me and one of the school's lenglui,pn hor~~


no paparazzis in here,please!!


sob,sob,sob~~..finally graduate..not!!!


me,jeff and zafirah(the blue blur)


more lenglui~~..jeff n i are such a playboy~~..hahah~!!


jeff n me together with the "J"


agent "J" and me...

~ fRaGmEnTs oF TiMe ~

hey,hey~~!!...this week was very tiring~~...but by far one of the best week i had this year...everything was fun and smooth~~..i'm more lively i think..this is all thanks to my beloved friends la~~...my friends smile a lot now..i'll smile too,when they smile..the graduation day 2008 was quite cool..jeff,ke,zz and me were helping pn hooi with the robes all those graduates gonna wear..by the way,really,really,really sorry to crystal coz because of me u get kicked out..sorry worr..really,really sorry with sugar on top~~..like jeff said,that day,all the seniors were like all those aunties during mega sale (a reference to Nohara Misae,Shin-chan's okasan)..ahahah~~..and i kept shouting "you guys are graduating from high school!!!not kindergarden!!!"..actually really fun watched them all..then i thought..when our time(my batch) come for graduation..we will probably be really happy..but when i think deeper..we will all go on with our lives..separate lives..we can't see each other everyday..can't laugh like monkeys everyday..most probably can't smile everyday too..and when i'm sad..my friends won't always be there to comfort me..they all will have their own lives and some may change..maybe i'll change too..friends..thanks for comforting me all these times when i'm sad..but i promise all of you i'll be stronger..stronger than ever..this i promise you..i believe in what people said.."life is at its best during high school"..in primary,we're too innocent to have fun..after high school,we will be too busy with our lives to have fun..i mean real fun..not just fun..maybe we can still see each other..but it won't be the same..let make an annual alumni for our class next year..i really don't want to stop seeing you guys..then this week,jeff received an astonishing letter from a guy..let substitute "the guy" with the word Dog..can you believe,Dog gave jeff a love letter...saying how he wants him,how he's cute..and how he...yucks!!!gross!!!..don't want to say la..geli gila!!!..and to jeff,don't worry..i'll protect you from his protection..hahaaha~~..don't mind that crazy guy la~~..yucks!!!..jeff was really down because of this...and i laugh all the way..but when i heard the true content of the letter i stopped laughing..i think this is no laughing matter...it can be considered sexual harassment..but dun worry la jeff..i'll protect u..i'll protect everyone~~!!!..then on wednesday i chat quite long with mei hui..chatting with mei hui really is fun..hahahah~~!!..really released my stress~~..mei hui,you are a really weird and fun gal~~!!!..hahaha~~..hope u meet "the guy" one day~~!!..i'm really lucky to have all these freaks as my friends la~~..thanks to you,freaks for being friends with this freak..every friday we have PE on the 3rd period..and as usual only the guys will get to go play..but today the girls also have to go to the field..then during the run to warm up,all the girls saw me run..and in class mei hui and crystal said i was really cute..ahaha~~..i think i looks like a really big pau rolling down a hill..and just now at tuition center teba told the clerk "sis,u know..this morning he run tau.." and the sis also said "he run??really??he must look really cute then"..and teba said "ya la,really cute"..actually i was very confused..how can anyone run "cutely"??..i really wonder how i looks like then..i dunno if it's a compliment or an insult..but no matter which one..i dun care~~!!..haha~~..but actually it made me blush when they said that~~..*blush*..tomorrow got school..to ganti our holidays..and guess what??..i'm not coming!!!..yay!!!..mei hui,jeff,crystal..also not gonna come!!!..gonna go to sungei wang tomorrow and have one of the best day of my life!!..i'm buying a strike freedom~!!..entering the tournament after a long time didn't participate~!!..browsing the anime and manga stores~~!!..gonna go kaplui(girl-watching)~~!!..gonna eat my favourite wrapz~~!!..oh~~happy day are here again~~!!..on sunday gonna go finished up Bio,Physics and Chemistry..dunno why,but i'm excited about this too~~!!!..today's 08/08/08!!!..nice number!!..i love 8 next to 2!!..my dad's car number is 818,my phone number is 012-**888**..and for my car next year i want like my dad's 818 or 88 or 888~~!!..chinese said very "ong"..but i just love that number..i may also get married on 1/8/18 or 8/8/22..ahahah~~..wishful thinking!!!..okie~~..that's all for today..the post below this are some of the pics i took~~!!..happy olympics!!!..

Tuesday 5 August 2008

~ sHoOtiNg sTaR,sHOoT mE !!! ~



tired..bored..confused..this is my life..my earlier post wasn't lying..i felt even more confused now..is it true what some of my friends said??..i am now "cepat touching" or over-sensitive..jeffu,mei hui~~..is this true??..then what should i do??..some of my friends..i don't know if i should consider as friends anymore..hahaha..a friend and a couple of seniors said i should follow my heart and do things that i wanted to not what others told me to..it's been a while since i do so..maybe it's time for me to start believing in my own fragile heart..sometimes,i wish upon a shooting star..i wish for a really strange request..i wish for the shooting star to shoot me..hahaha~~!!!..joking,joking~~..i never and will never wish for death(except other's death..hahaha~~)..life is fun la..really,you know..one day you feel you're at the top of the world..then on the next day you're in the deepest hell..maybe that's why life is really fun..you will never know what's ahead of you..you can only "redah" it and walk..with a smile masking everything of course..hahaha~~!!..because it is so much fun,i continue to live..today wasn't such a bad day..in fact,it's quite good~~..nothing much happened..it would be such a bore to talk about it..i'm working for a miracle to happen..for me,miracle will never happen if we didn't work for it..only losers will wait for a miracle to happen..so,guys..let's work hard to create our very own custom-made miracles~~!!

Monday 4 August 2008

~ mOaN mOndAy ~


aah~~...i just finished showering..so refreshing~~!!..especially on a hot,hot,hot day like this..don't you realize that it's been quite hot nowadays..perhaps mother nature's angry..or maybe Malaysia is just experiencing its "summer"..days like these are perfect for a vacation at the beach or in any countries experiencing its winter..winter is really nice..last year i was in Milan and London during winter..i just love the weather..so cool..and no one was sweating either..every morning was just soothing..but i've yet to experience playing with the snow(it's not snowing..sad~~)..but school's life is quite hectic these days too,so..fat chance!!!..but in two weeks time the English Society are gonna go for a trip to Cameroon..oops,Cameron la..hahaa~~..and end of this year dad said gonna go cruising(because he still can't board an airplane until next year..to those who don't know,my dad had an heart attack in June..but after the operation,he's very healthy now)..yay!!!..back to my day today..can you believe it that Naj,Aidil,Taufiq,Naj(2) and me didn't enter the class until end of the second last lesson..we were helping the teachers with their "saloon"..all the students with hairdo against the school's regulation are given "cool" hairdo by the famous barbers of the school..the disciplinary teachers..cool,huh??..so,nothing much happened today except rounding those guys up and flirting with a few juniors..hahaha~~..i'm good with juniors what..then after school i hang out with Sara,Evelyn and Shahrul in the clinics until 1400..it was fun..we were dancing and singing~~..hahaha!!..then i went home and have the best afternoon nap i ever had in months..i woke up at 1700 and listen to my ipod for a while and it was really refreshing..i'm quite tired these days..i changed my biological clock again to keep up with my activities..usually i slept at 2030 and woke up at 0300 to finish my homework..now i changed it..i slept at 2300 and woke up at 0500..i think this way is better..i'm more energetic this way..hahahaha~~..i miss chatting with mei hui,jeff n crystal today..i only manage to chat for a few minutes because i went to class late..huhuhu~~..other than that,everything's ok~~!!!..love you guys!!!

Saturday 2 August 2008

~ cOnfUsiOn dELuSiOn ~




recently..i am engulfed in confusion..it made me really...well..confused!!..there's so many thing i have to make a decision on..but i'm confused in which one should i take..jeff can't help me because he said he too,is in a confusion..mei hui told me to just believe in my heart..she said if i believe in my heart..i won't regret my decisions..but now i have another decision to make.."should i believe in my heart??"..waaa!!!..tension!!!..the poet of "The Road Not Taken" choosed a path that is not taken by many..but i don't think i can apply that to my problems..i'm thinking of resigning..my bro and mom(the usual naggers) nag me about this and that..and how i should quit become prefect and he too,was a prefect(9 damn years ago)nag,nag,nag,bla,bla,bla..then this morning,i went to see my dad(the sensible one who's judgment is always logical n he understands me)..he said..i shouldn't quit..i have been a prefect for 8 years..and next year is going to be my last..being a prefect is already a way of my life..so,with his righteous advice..i chose to continue to be a prefects..it doesn't matter if i will be in the high board next year..i just want to get over with all this..i'm tired already..luckily i have my dad..if not..i don't know what will be of me..and not to forget my bestest buddies too~~

~ aLoNg'S bArBecUe pArTy (sAtUrDaY) ~

it was a really tired day yesterday...but barbecueing is fun..my sis prepared a lot of food adn there was so many leftovers..the menu was potato salad,fried rice,fruits,mango juice,and barbecued food(lamb,chicken,beef,squid)..i hope along will do it again next time..ahahah!!







Friday 1 August 2008

~ LaUnCh!! ~

my gundam is finally ready to lauch!!!.GAT-X105 Strike..woohoo!!..so proud when it's completed...took me 4 hours to assemble it..well,it is my first gundam ever..i've set my eye on the Strike Freedom..i saw a really cool model in Times Square..RM320..haiz..hav to find money~~!!..mei hui!!!..you dragged me into the gundam world~~!!..you are responsible for buying me a Strike Freedom!!!...these are some of my 1st gundam,the strike's pictures...hehehe~



so cool~~..this is my favourite pic..


equipped with beam saber..


backside..


together with the box..


with the gun..


well,if you can see,the AGNI(the big launcher at the back) can also be used..but i'm lazy to do it..ahahha~~..well,today i didn't come to school..tired of all the foolishness..i need a rest..at tuition,the guys were telling me Datin was gonna do this n that..and all i said was.."I DON'T GIVE A DAMN!!"..i reali don't..if i didn't do anything wrong,it's foolish of her to punish me or some sort..i'll still pass up the god forsaken report..and i can't pss up today because i'm absent..there's nothing wron with that..so,butt off!!!..tomorrow is along's bbq party..i hav to go help at 10..tired..i'll be sure to eat the most..hehehe..that's all la..i wanna watch anime..love you guys~~!!