Thursday 31 July 2008

~ S.M.I.L.E. ~




what does a smile carved on a person's face mean to you??..Joker(in The Dark Knight) once said "let put a smile on that face!!"..for me,a smile is merely a mask..the best kind of mask..don't you realize??..a smile is capable of hiding even the deepest and darkest scar..when you smile,no one will be the wiser..but there is no denying that a smile is contagious no matter how fake it is..and do you realize that tears and sadness too are contagious??..you'll feel sad when you saw someone feeling sad..a smile from someone can meant anything..a smile does not mean happiness..but no matter how fake it is..it is still consoling to see everyone smile..i never knew how to differentiate a pure and selfless smile and a fake smile used to cover everything..maybe one day i will..until then..i too,will keep on smiling..

to my dearest mei hui,
thanks for consoling me yesterday..i was quite down,huh??..maybe i still am..but not as much as yesterday..don't worry..i will keep on smiling..zutto~~..thanks again..love you~~

to my dearest chien hoe,
i don't have the heart to be the leader of the pack of dogs anymore..and i really don't think i have the qualification to be one..thanks for the vote in confidence,though..love you~~

~ tHiRsT fOr tHurSdAy ~

today was a..HOT DAY!!!!!!!..in more than one ways..at school..i was furious!!!..damn la!!!..i've never been this mad before..it was a very good day at first..i got B for maths(despite the fact that i left the paper 2 blank)..and add maths was not that hard(pls,let me pass!!)..and EST was not hard at all(except it's confusing,so let hope that i didn't make any stupid mistake)..even physics was how to say..fun(?)..the teacher's not as irritating as before..the diagnostic exam was super easy..and everything was smooth and fun..until the chemistry class..*doom*..it was ok at first,everyone was apologizing for not passing up the chemistry report and Datin looks displeased but not angry..she still smile..then when we started our lesson,Datin said
Datin : when you look at the slide,please jot down anything important..don't make it just like watching a movie..eh,S,why did you grin like that??
S : no,it's just that Ariff and the guys are going to watch a movie after this(i tried to stop him,i said "shh..")
Datin : watch movies??..why you can go watch movies when your report is still not complete??..*the lectures start*..if you want to go watch movies,do it during the holiday,bla,bla,bla,results sucks,bla,bla,bla..

the thing is;
1)my report is almost done except the stupid discussion n sme other things
2)S only said Ariff and the guys,so Datin was looking at me the whole lectures.
3)for your information,i believe i am now under Datin's supervision.
4)everyone that has been marked by Datin is doomed until the end of his/her school's life.Datin may take the smallest problem and "chemicalized" it to be the biggest problem..
5)S should known what happened to B,J and K,our classmates that has been marked by Datin before..until now,their lives are miserable..every subject teachers has been on their tails since..i am innocent today but why he want to open his mouth??..
6)now no hope anymore..after been marked by Datin,i no longer have any chance to be the Head Prefect next year..but my chance was slim at the first place..it's ok..Aidil,you'll be a good leader..dun worry..i'll still support all the hounds,fleabags,doggies,mutts and puppies..
7)when i think about it..after this,all the teachers maybe on my tail..so i have no choice but to go with the flow..i'm a dictator..i hate being ordered around..i've been telling my friends,all of us hav to be on Datin's good side..she'a a very powerful teacher,so we don't want to mess with her..but then,in the end,i didn't mess with her,she too didn't mess with me but someone else did..well,that's life,rite??

i'm so stressed now..now for today's good side..after screaming at the front gate(jeffy,you was there,rite??) i went to times square with the guys..we went to watch "Mummy 3-Tomb of the Dragon Emperor"..oh god!!!..it was awesome!!!..i strictly order all of you to go watch it!!..it's..it's...just awesome!!..no words can describe it..you have to watch it!!!..and i was surprised to see Anthony Wong(Jay Chou's dad in Initial D and Secret..remember??) as one of the main villian..he played General Yang (or is it Ying?) a military zealot who supports Emperor Han(Jet Li)..Michelle Yeoh played Zi Juan a witch with a revenge due to the death of her husband..and Isabella Leong(quite cute~~) played Lin,Zi Juan's daughter..it was reallly cool!!!...i want to watch it again!!..who want to go with me??(mei hui,jeff..*hint,hint*..)..but something irritating happened in our theatre..the girls behind us was really noisy..when something happen,they were shouting "wooo!!" and they screamed "aaah!!" during the suspense scene..irritating rite??..then my friend Mirza can't take it anymore and he shout louder than them..embarrassing but cool..hahaha!!!..i wrote quite a lot today,huh??..i found blogging is gud to release stress..ahahah!!..thanks for reading!!..love you guys~~!!


together with the guys,taken by a stranger with his gf(so he wouldn't dare to run off with my phone..ahhaha~~)

Wednesday 30 July 2008

~ mAdNesS wEdnEs(dAy) ~

Watching : xxxHolic:Kei
Going to watch : Mummy 3-Tomb of The Dragon Emperor
Finished watching:Kidou Senshi Gundam Seed Destiny


well,today was an ok-ok day so far..except about the damn test..for the first time i realize that i actually sucks in english literature..i really dunno wat to answer..for bio i left a few paper blank..dunno wat the heck pn.hooi is asking..ahahahah!!!..and chemistry i think i died too but for pendidikan islam maybe i'll survive..most of the questions can be answered logically..so,not that hard la..2moro got add maths..yay!!!..stupid statistics is gonna be the main star 2moro!!!..gth la!!!..i hate statistics!!!..of coz will fail again..and for EST..hmm..if i'm careful,i bet an A1 is in order..IF i'm careful..hahaha~~!!..after school,i went to times square with the guys..we bought our "mumia tiga : makam maharaja naga" tickets..hehe..well,it's "mummy 3(no,not daddy!!) : tomb of the dragon emperor"..but i bet wat i wrote just now will be the translation for the title..the subtitle is always stupid..and the stupidest is still "finding nemo"..can you believe the translation for that movie was "nemo sayangku"??..omg!!!..why can't it be like "mencari nemo"??..simpler n easier~~..well,after that i went home..we're gonna watch mummy 2moro after school!!!..yay!!..any lenglui wanna come??..hahaha~~...daremo inai..no one was home..i'm all by myself..huhuhu..but my parents returned home 1/2 and hour after i do..i finished watching "kidou senshi gundam seed destiny"..overall i'm giving it 9/10..this sequel for "kidou senshi gundam seed" is cool and have more action and conflicts..i'll recommend it to anyone,be it anime freaks,gundam freaks,or just any freaks,or even someone who never watched any anime before..but everyone in this country should have watched anime before rite??..in other words,everyone hav watched "Doraemon" before,rite??..long live Doraemon!!!..long live dorayaki!!!..ahahah!!!..by the way,i;m giving seed a 9/10 too..hahaha..now i'm watching "xxxholic:kei"..then after that i hav to watch "vampire knight" and "kamen no maid guy"..n it seems mei hui always writing about "kara no kyoukai"..maybe i should go n buy it too..huhuhu..there's a bbq party at my sis' new house this saturday..i can't wait!!..it's her housewarming party!!..but the house is warm already..it's way too late for a housewarming party..but a party's a party!!!...mei hui n jeff both kutuk me in their blogs..to mei hui : elie-chan,Kira should die!!!hahaa!!!..then give the Freedom to me..>.<>

Monday 28 July 2008

~ mOnDaY bLuEs tUrNeD bLaCk ~

arghh!!!!!..damn headache!!!!..i was gonna go to the saloon to get a haircut today but daaaammmnnnn!!!..today jeff,crystal and mei hui conspire against me!!!!..all of them didn't come to school..ponteng!!!!..for the first time this year,i have to raise the flag for the weekly assembly..i got the position to raise our "jalur gemilang"..i did it quite well if i do say so myself..hehehe..right on the last note~~..i was very proud and happy today..i did a bunch of add maths question and managed to get all correct..it's a personal best u know..my friends was shocked..hehehe..then one of my friend asked me how to do it and i explained..then i realized..*gasp*..i just taught someone add maths!!..it's something i never thought i'll do..then as usual the teacher will ask me about the answer..then he looked at my answer sheet and said "bagus,semua betul..ariff dah maju!!"..then all my classmates clapped and shout "ariff dah maju!!"..i know it means nothing but it's really a great boost for my confidence..wakakaka!!!..so proud!!!..i'm gonna do my best for add maths!!!..yeah!!!..>.<..for after school activity,i have to choose from 3 activities/classes..a)EST class(so damn boring as hell!!) b)physics class(omg!!!irritating teacher!!!) and c)prefect's meeting(the usual bla,bla,bla i guess at 1st)..i picked the meeting and it's about the prefect's t-shirt..the design's nice..a combination of black and purple..but i was confused by the wordings at the back of the t-shirt..it's written "prefecto discography"..what the heck??..what does a school's dog have to do with discography??..won't we'll be a laughing stock if we wear it??..but dun care la..as long as the design's nice..after that i rush to the physics class..bla,bla,bla,paper 3 and class's over..it was really amusing when kin chong and jin liang entered the class while we said "thank you,teacher!!"..jin liang said,"eh,dah habis??"..wakaka~!!..this week everyday we will be having tests..no mood la..i hope all the teachers will buy a stock of red pens..because no one is in the mood for a stupid test..to go through all the school's "burden",i kept telling myself "holiday is in 2 weeks!!" repeatedly..by the way,to mei hui and jeff,the english society's trip to Cameron Highland's date was changed to 16th of August 2008..this is your vice-president speaking..ahahaha!!..i can't wait for the trip!!..i've been waiting for it since this year started..>.<..it's not Cameron Highland that i've been waiting for..it's a trip with my friends!!!..i hope it will be a blast!!..2 more weeks!!..yay!!..while browsing through a few of my friend's blog,i saw this in jeff's blog.."ariff today registered blogger!! haha after dis he can post thing without his sibling's notice le.. last time he dun dare post bout km on his frenster blog coz scared his sibs saw ma.. now he can write anyting.. even about his sibs XP"..are you crazy,ah hoe??..my siblings will read this one also la..hahaha,but if i write something "weird",u know how to decode it,rite??..heehee..i'm not like you..you wrote about py easily..haahaha~~..i'm gonna give your blog's URL to her..hehe..well,tonight we're gonna go to Bora Ombak to celebrate my parent's birthday..mom on 29th(tomorrow) and dad's on 24th(last week)..we got them a custom-made figure thingy with their face sculptured on it..nice huh??..if you are interested in it you can go to KLCC same area/level with Sony Style..very nice..but require 3 weeks to get it done..well,i'm gonna end my speech(??) now..before that,i wanna thanks my lovely senior,Jess Liew Yu Ann(i hope i spell your name correctly) for reading this blog..thank you!!..i never thought a senior will read this..hahaha~~!!!

Saturday 26 July 2008

~ sLeEpLesS SuNdAy ~

yay!!!!!....finally created my blog..before this i was using friendster blog but now i hav ths blogger thingy..ahahaha~~~..maybe i should edit a lot later..my blog is named "~LoVe oR LeAvE iT~" because that's who am i..i'll either love or leave wat i wanna love or leave..hahaha~~..weird,rite??..now let start blogging..hehe;

my sunday 2day strated in a bad way...i can't sleep!!!!..i woke up at 6 and ntg to do..i hate it when i'm not able to sleep soundly..i watched gundam seed destiny using my laptop till 1100..then now i remember i hav to do "spring cleaning" on my room..my mom's been nagging non-stop..it's ok..i'll do it at 1300..maybe..yesterday was fun(?)..i leave the house at 0700 and come back at 1900..after my school's annual track and field competition,i went to sg wang with jova,aidil,lan n anip..before that,i change my clothes..i was wearing PE uniform,so i have to change..and unfortunately,i forget to bring a belt!!!!..damn!!!..i hav to hold my jeans to walk..the guys kept making fun of me..but it was worth it because i managed to complete my deck at a lower price than wat i estimated and i learn a few things on how to assemble a gundam..speaking of gundam,bad bad mei hui was really bad..she force me to watch kidou senshi gundam seed n its sequel,kidou senshi gundam seed destiny..now i'm addicted to anything related to gundam..i even swoon over a bunch of gundam models at sg wang..something i've never done before..now i know why gundam is so popular..it's just so cool..mei hui!!!because of you i'm getting poorer by the minute!!..i have to assemble my launcher strike and then buy the marker..the markers are expensive!!!..then i "ter"promise myself i'll buy a strike freedom master grade one day..mei hui so bad!!!..huhuhu...ya,jeffy said he wanna buy mooncake for me..i wonder how it tastes like..oops,it's 1310..it's ok la,i'll clean my room at 1400..hehehe..i'll still have to edit a bunch of this blog thingy..but i wonder who in their right track of mind will want to read this blog..ahahah~~..force my frens to read later..tataz~~