Thursday 13 November 2008

~ make a WISH,close your EYES and COUNT to FIVE ~



~~..hey ho!!!..greeting,guys~!!..how are you??..lolz,it's just a day more before all the 4science and 4it students can achive temporary freedom(other than the one who stopped appearing after Monday..yeah,you know who you are..sheesh~~..)..

~~..this week was..hmm..fun(?),problem free(?),relaxing(?)..haha~!..other than English and Chemistry,we didn't study at all..lolz,of coz!!..English was quite fun..we studied "The Pearl"..the story's is just OK,for me..but Pn.Hor really good at explaining the story..

~~..everyday this week,excluding Monday I went to Alim(a mamak restaurant opposite the school) for breakfast with the guys..damn good,the feeling..well,the canteen is so boring and expensive and tasteless,nowadays..whoever in their right minds would like to eat there if the choice of outside foods is available??..unluckily,on Wednesday,we were caught by Pn.Hor..and forced to help her stamp the Form 5's oral marks with the official school's stamp..but after that we still go out n eat..hahaha~!!..

~~..my marks for the final year exam is just waaaaaayyyyyyy to terrible..Sejarah(46),BM(48),Maths(48),Chemistry(43),Biology(30),Add Maths(16),English(78),Agama(?),EST(?),Physics(?)..OMG,damn dumb-dumb..sheesh..have to be a bit "skema" next year and cut off the entertainment a bit..haahha~!!

~~..this week is finally the last week of my life as a form 4 student..next year,i'm the dreaded form 5 student..aahh~!!..i still want to enjoy..i can't recall myself studying even once this year(i'm not joking,ok!!)..

~~..but on the other hands,maybe i enjoyed too much..this year every once a week or two i'll go to BTS to watch movies..and on Saturday or Sunday i'll usually went to Sg.Wang to enjoy myself..even if i didn't go anywhere,i'll ended up watching DVDs all day long..or going out with family..my reference books look like brand new..i NEVER studied on my own this year!!..yeah,i went to class,i finished the homeworks and notes(well,majority of them) but out of school..no books for me..i didn't even read the novels~!!..i just read the synopsis and walla,finished~!!..

~~..during exams,i,again,never read anything..i came to school early in the morning during exams and ended up talking trash with the guys..my friend,Ad is a study freak..he studied and studied and studied..in fact he's the one very quiet before exams reading reference books..but usually,i'll beat him or our marks are very near..

~~..one day he said,"ei,you never read or study,but you still manage to survive and live..you still manage to pass..you manage to get marks higher than people who studied..what you think will happens if you ACTUALLY study??"..haiz..what will happen if i ACTUALLY studies??..hmm..i really don't know..maybe my marks will be more than PASS??..ahahah~!!..

~~..when i was in primary school,i never did get marks lower than A ever since standard 5..i was always the full A's student..i was SKPI's tokoh pelajar(once upon a time)..when i entered secondary school,my life is no longer "study,study,study"..i learned many things..mostly are about life and world..i was a caged bird when i was in primary..never go out..never breaks any rule(not even a SINGLE rule)...hmm..when i think about it,when i was in primary,i'm quite unsociable..my friends are my classmates and the top classes only..i never knw who are the people in the bottom classes..i never knw anyone other than them..i knw no one..man,what a hikkikomori..

~~..no longer the geeky nerd i was..i learned,i grew and i matured..i can now,LIVE in this WORLD!!..and i dare to say,I'M LOVIN' IT!!..hahaha~!!..now i have so many friends!!..everywhere i go,there's bound to be a few of my friends..i love my current life..but just for once..i wish the ol' geeky nerd will come back and help me with my SPM next year..hahaha!!..

~~..lolz,tomorrow's the day..there's so many thing i have to do during holidays end..such as:

1)get my driving lesson(license next year on February).
2)go to Genting with Jeff and the others.
3)go to Bukit Tinggi for dad's department's family day.
4)go to Hong Kong(probably).
5)interior designing my room(kemas jer..)
6)study(come on.lil' geeky nerd,nerdy geek!!)
7)completely assembly all of my gundams(5 of them untouched)
8)finished watching all of my unwatched anime DVDs.
9)get at least Top 20 for Malaysia Yu-Gi-Oh Championship(damn hard..i was the Top 8 for 2007.but nowadays people's are getting stronger..oh,lady luck,please smile on me..>.<)
10)get a gf(not gonna happen..ahahah)
11)etcetera,etcetera..

~~..well,that's all for now..to all of my friends,especially my classmates,i'll really,really,really gonna miss all of you..LOVE you ALL!!

"WHATEVER happens,just keep on SMILING"

Thursday 6 November 2008

~ can I be EMOTIONLESS ?? ~



~~..yo ho ho,guys~!!how are you??..mighty fine,i bet..lolz~!!..btw,today's entry is quite long..but please do read,if you have the time..>.<

~~..this week was..hmm..should i say 50% fun 50% definitely NOT fun at ALL?!!..sheesh..after one trouble ends,another wil always starts..damn good,man~!!..nowadays,i really believe in karma..because many things that i saw happens,all can be relate with KARMA..in malay,it's HUKUM KARMA,rite??..maybe what i've done and get is also base on KARMA..and i hope those who did all those things to me will too,be punished by KARMA..lolz~!!

~~..the prefect's party was good..not much troubles,and most importantly,quite fun..i was one of the organizers,so making my guests happy is the top priority..exams was ok..haven't fail,so far(obviously i haven't get my add maths paper,right??)..and as usual,the only A1 i can get is English..and i really hope i can get another A1 in EST..if not i'll be stuck with 1A1 and damn many C,D,E..lolz..i hope other than add maths i won't fail..but Biology seems to be a lost case la..haahha~!!..physics i think can survive already..kot..>.<..

~~..the problems start today..and thank you so much,B.Singh..for you and your parents stupidity has really made my day and thanks too,for being the first problem that I,Ariff Erzanie Bin Ramli,SMKPI's Head Prefect for 2009 have to face..and there's nothing i wish more than your suffering and if my head become gila a bit,it's death that i wishes upon..but seeing people suffer than die is more interesting..it'll be so much fun seeing you suffer next time..haiz..i hope karma will help me..hmm..maybe i should tell you guys about this guy so i can get all of this stupid problems he created out of my system..

~~..well,the story starts when the prefect's teacher discontinued his contract as a prefect for next year..well,too him,there is no reason for him to be "fired"..thus,he bravely called his parents to attack the teacher..wow,damn brave that lil f*ck*r is..and so,his no-brainer parents came and attack like uncivilised neanderthal..whee,the problems start..his parents was so damn stupid,kept telling us that we're racist..RACIST??..to all those who know who i am will surely know that addressing me as RACIST is the biggest INSULT ever..and when the mother knew my teacher is a Chinese(she wore tudung cause she converted to Islam),she said "if she's chinese why she dress like that!"..isn't that statement RACIST??..or is it RELIGIONIST??..

~~..damn f**ker that boy n his parents..we "fired" that guy in a nice way..if he really want me to "fire" him in a bad way,i can just reveal all the reasons why he is not fit to be a prefect.let see,he's rude,bad attitude,never finishes his homeworks,negative feedbacks from all(this is all confirmed by all of his class teachers),bad prefect's attendance records,never attend meetings(confirmed by tracking records)..and he really think he is a good prefect??..GO TO HELL LA,BRO!!..and what's more,his parents keep backing him up,man..damn stupid parents..all of your children will end up as maggots,trash,rubbish,f**kers!!..

~~..his parent even said this "i will never believe my son's attitude is bad as he is a smart student.he is also a candidate for full A's PMR."..OH MY GOD!!..i've never seen such stupid MAK BAPAK!!..candidate??..so??..his class teacher told me,"yes,he is a candidate for full A's because we need to fulfill the quota but the truth is,he isn't even layak to be in class 3A2..HAHAHAHA!!..

~~..like i've said before..STUPID parents will gave birth to STUPID children..RUDE parents will give birth to RUDE children..so the conclusion is,SAMPAH will give birth to SAMPAH also..haiz,then his parent said "it's ok,we want him to transfer to other school"..man,i pity any school that accepts him..haha,can you believe,all of his Teacher's Feedbacks are negative??..who does he think he is??..when his PMR result is out and it sucks,i bet his SAMPAH parents will blame the school for his SAMPAH marks..these kind of people can never be successful..it is not a curse..but a fact..

~~..then,to make the think worse,while i was busy handling the problem,i got a call from my teacher,D.R..she said that i need to pass up a few reports..that's ok,i don't mind..then when my friend Ad(who also didn't entered class the whole day because a lot of prefects tasks for 2009 have to be completed),went to my class to see a fellow prefect,D.R asked him,"Why you want to see him??Can't you see he's studying happily??"..Ad replied,"I need to see him regarding the perlucutan jawatan for prefects next year"..do u know what D.R replied??..she said,"Perlucutan jawatan??..who's getting fired??..you,ariff,naj and everyone else??that's good!"..damn gila u know..

~~..i knew she was being sarcastic(or was she?),but that one like insulting je..haiz..but it's ok la..i don't really mind that..after all,i knw myself and i knw she didn't like me much..anyhow,tomorrow i want to see a few of my teachers to ask for blessing..i want to be a Head Prefect loved by everyone..so,i'm going to see all my teachers to ask for blessings..yay~!!..haiz,i knew i am not a good student,but still,i have to menebal muka and see all of them..lolz~!!..>.<

~~..luckily to release stress,i went to Times Square with Ad n Naj..we went to watch Quantum of Solace..damn cool!!..007 still rocks!!..that man got everything..a secure(?) job,women all around..and the best thing,he has a bunch of cars!!..and that Aston Martin DBS is really...mengiurkan..wow!!..damn it,why no agent is fat arr??..fat people hard to be revealed as agent what..but in Malaysia only direct-selling agents are available..lolz,if got secret agent also won't drive luxury cars..it will be like Kancil or Saga..>.<.after watch movie i went to Sg. Wang with Ad..>.<

~~..hahaha~!!..today seems very long..and it's my first task as a Head Prefect..man,damn stressful and tiring..but still,i hope i'll be more matured next year..and be the best EVER Head Prefect!!..quite a few teachers have come to me and gave advice..but the advice i'm really looking forward is from the teachers that teach me,as they know me more that any other teachers~!!..no matter how many times they marah me,they are still my teachers who'll guide me to survive~~..btw,next week on Monday is 4SC1 class party!!..woohoo!!..and next year got Prom Nite,kay~!!

~~..btw,i'm going to Hong Kong next month..i've never been to that part of the world before..i wonder how it is..lolz~!!..full of lenglui??..or not..ahahah~!!..and maybe gonna go to Disneyland..hmm..i wanna go to Tokyo one..but my sis once said for the 1st time we go the nearest one la..>.<

~~..i was thinking...maybe if i was emotionless,i can handle problems easier..maybe i can be a better leader..i have so much emotion in me,that sometimes,they just burst out..a heartless or emotionless leader is a better decision maker as they are not affected by emotions..emotions can make a man weak..but it also can make a man strong..which one should i choose??..it's a double-edged sword..>.<

"Why feelings and emotions always get the best of us??"