~ .LoVe.LiVe.LaUgH. ~

~~..hola~~!!..how r u guys??..i think i'm fine la..kot..hehehe..hmm..i found a great way on how to appreciate life(but everyone already knw la..)~~

~~..firstly,we must LIVE EVERY MOMENT..by living every moment,i think it means that we have to..errr..live like everyday is our last day,rite??..so we'll live that day to the max..and also,maybe we have to remember and be in every single moment if possible..that way,we can appreciate life to it utmost level without even thinking of quitting..

~~..well,for me,life is a game la..really~~..but a game that can't return back to the previous level or space..it has no save or reset button too..i would really like it if i can imagine this life i'm living like a Final Fantasy-series game..huhu..we gain levels by killing monsters(tests/problems/exams) and defeating the dungeon boss(teachers/parents/nemesis)..we can also gain level by completing tasks(part-time job/errand/chores/ask someone for a date and succeed >.<)..i would really live every moment if i imagine it like that..

~~..the second way is LAUGH EVERY DAY..this is something really important..and i did it everyday with all my gila friends..it's really vital for us to appreciate life by laughing u know~~..

~~..i read an article last month in a local newspaper about the benefits of laughing..there's even a bunch of Laugh Clubs and Laugh Yoga Clubs in the world..there's one in Malaysia..if you're interested,i suggest you Google it..we can release stress,lose weight,reduce the risk of disease by laughing..the article even suggest that we make silly faces in front of the mirror everyday before we went to school/work to refresh ourselves..it works,u know~!!..try it!!

~~..the last but not least way is LOVE BEYOND WORDS..we should love everyone~~!!..hmm..i love everyone around me such as my friends,family,teachers and just basically everyone i know..even my enemy(love thy enemy..remember??)..and i'm sure my love is beyond words..>.<..but is love for someone..err..how to say arr??..well,someone "special"(you know what i mean..) differs??..i'm loving someone(one-sided..blek!!),and is loving her differs than loving others??..is it beyond words too??..or beyond,beyond words??..erk..so confused~~..

~~..by the way,today i realise some other things..which are;

1)my physics marks increase.
2)my history marks increase.
3)my chemistry marks plunging down to hell.
4)damn Jeff didn't come.
5)I CAN'T SPEAK ENGLISH WITH MY MALAY FRIENDS AND I CAN'T SPEAK MALAY WITH MY CHINESE FRIENDS.

~~..why do you think number 5 happens??..if with Kin Chong,Jin Lian,Yik Pin,YenYen,Jeff(?) and most of the guys,i have no trouble speaking Malay because they are using Malay with me..and it's usually formal Malay(saya/kamu) between us..but with Elie and Crystal..Elie especially,i find it's funny and difficult to use Malay..and i can't even use kau/aku with any Chinese..

~~..and the thing is,i too,can't speak in English with my malay friends(excluding Sara,Zafirah and Fareeha)..i don't know why,but when i talk in English with them it's either i jumble all the words and grammar or my Malay accent becomes too thick that it sounds weird gila..i can talk fluently with Jeff,Elie,Crystal and YenYen..

~~..sheesh..it's one of the mysteries of myself that i've yet to explore..that's all la..